I feel so mad today. There’s this BIG headline in today’s newspaper that Bali is Rabies Positive. And the newly elected governor gave instruction to kill ‘wild’ dogs for the sake of tourism, because 4 people already died because of it. I know it looks like a very ‘wise’ decision, to eliminate those wild dogs which highly suspected as the virus carrier. But the decision is so senseless, I just couldn’t believe my eyes when I read through the article. They don’t even bother to check whether the dog is ACTUALLY REALLY infected. Read the rest of this entry »

Today I went to buy a memory card for the camera, and saw a big picture of an indian couple. I recognise them from some spiritual commune, somebody named ‘Bhagwan…..’ (sorry I forgot). I remember because somebody from that commune came to the office once, quite long time ago. I just couldn’t help to ask the shop assistant about the man on the photo (I just want to make sure that my memory doing well..). And he point to somebody sitting at the corner, who own the photo. I never meant to convey a message that I was being POSITIVE about the photo..because I’m not! And when I look at the man who own this photo, suddenly I was regretting my asking about that photo to the shop-assistant! This man at the corner have some snobbish look on his face, and a bit cynical (?)..I dont know the right word, I just regretting that I even BOTHER to comment.

And then when I was waiting for my memory card, he got up approaching the guy who try to put the photo into a frame, and in a bit harsh words, telling him to do his job right. My goodness.

I mean you can tell people in a nice way, right? No need to be that upset. It’s just a contradiction to me, you work on this ‘guru’ picture, and looking at the way you behave? SO strange..So unspiritual behaviour, no?

Anyway, I just realised that more and more this kind of ‘guru’ entering Bali, to sell the ideas about finding the switch of happiness. Why don’t they ‘help’ those in need back home, why bother to already spread the teaching of finding the switch to another part of the world?

Not only people from abroad, am also talking about our own people who sell the same ideas. I can’t put the blame on these spiritual guru, anyway, because people here is making themselves available to such teachings. People are easily influenced when it comes to the theme of spirituality. Nobody seems to be sure and confidence by just ‘connecting’ themselves to the Supreme Being and the Self within. Why need another guru? And once people follow some guru, why then they always act as somebody superior, better than other person who doesn’t follow anybody? That’s where that snobbish face come from!

Well, with all my respect..this is just another thought passing by..

Great Reminder

November 26, 2008

The Supreme Being, The Existence, God..whatever you call it, will never fails us. If only we really open up and listen. Everytime we’re feeling down, the conciousness being dragged down and we’re left being lost in the middle of nowhereland, something somehow comes up and reminds us again. And put us on the right track again, our own each track, whatever it might be.

For the last few days, I felt so low in energy level. You know it happens when things around you and within you are moving so fast but somehow you just can’t catch up. And at the end of the day, you just sit there, hopelessly watching it without having the ‘right’ energy to capture the moments that flashes right before your eyes..

Today I’m being reminded again. 

Do you believe that everybody who comes into our life for a while or for good,  is actually our own private messenger? They support us in a way so that we never lose the track. Today my messenger is one of of my staff. He showed me what to do so that I can understand how to get the videos of Osho. Of course he didn’t have any clue about who is this old guy with massive beard and glamorous appeareance.  But the poin is, he’s been my messenger for today and deserve my deepest gratitude.

Don’t waste people or things that come across your path. They might add up millions of colors into our life and keep us right on our own track..Great reminder does happen through small and simple occasions in daily lives..

Sisterhood

November 11, 2008

Having a dispute with sister is not a comfortable feelings, at all. There’s this feeling to clear things in the way, but the ego is just won’t give up. A simple matter can cause years of ignorance. Time heals, or so they said. Though every relationships has its own ups and downs, sisterhood is something close to women’s being. A sister is a friend for life, source of energy. I want to share the letter I wrote to my sister when we had a big big fight and feeling akwards after that. Thanks God time does heal and most of all, the power of let go is doing a great job (again)..

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Siapapun yang menjadi warganegara (dimana saja) pasti pernah mengalami saat berurusan dengan lembaga pemerintahan beserta segenap institusi pelengkap lainnya. “Berurusan” disini tidak serta merta dalam konteks negatif. Terkesan negatif karena ketika orang dihadapkan pada kata “berurusan dengan..”pikiran akan tertuju pada berurusan dengan polisi, atau berurusan dengan pengadilan. Not a very good sign. Tapi mungkin saja, ‘berurusan dengan..’ berarti bisa sekedar meminta informasi pada lembaga pemerintahan tertentu karena memberikan informasi sebagai salah satu bentuk pelayanan terhadap publik adalah kewajiban bagi sebuah institusi publik.

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“..What Is in A Name..”

November 2, 2008

“..What’s in a name? That which we call a rose. By any other name would smell as sweet..”

William Shakespeare


But then here is a quote from somebody’s blog about it : 

“..of course there is something behind a name

so give your children sweet names

as they are also a good prayer for them..”

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